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Yep that pretty much sums it up. lol... Man my version of Lelouch is such a dumbass. xDD BUT I LOVE HIM SOOOO! I NEED A SUZAKU TO CHEAT ON CC WITH FOR REALS!


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PICTURES FROM YESTERDAY'S PHOTOSHOOT IS UP ON HERE!

Cute Purikura Online cute

So, this is kind of late but my excuse is that I've gotten sick and I'm working on college applications and just...yeah-this whole week has been pretty crappy. Though Harbin hinted a possible trip to J-Town next week ; just him and me. <3 yay! Him and I don't get to go to SF too often and usually the problem is when we do we make it be a huge gathering because in general, we don't like hanging out with our friends in Hayward because they're not much to do. >.>; At least that's my opinion on it. But it thrills me knowing that I'll be able to spend time with him there. We're always exploring and seeing new places. I really can't wait until I finish school and can be able to work a little bit so we can travel more and all.

Anyway to the birthday post!

So Harbin and I met up with my friend Peter at the BART and we heading over to Frisco talking about various subjects. Mainly Fanime, Visual Kei, and anime. ^^ It was pretty fun! We tried to make Peter feel like he wasn't the third wheel because we enjoyed his comany. Harbin doesn't take a liking to some of my friends a lot of the time but he told me that he was really cool with Peter because he was really down to earth and we had a lot in common and were passionate about it (things like visual kei...ect) SO good news for Peter-he doesn't have to deal with my boyfriend being moody towards him. xD

Anyway Peter had to go to the bank when we arrived at Powell and we had to drag him away from tempting clothes sales. xDD Damn that's usually me being dragged away but BLACK PEACE NOW AWAITED US DAMMIT!

So Asha was going to be late and it was going to be past noon so we agreed to have lunch and all since nobody had eaten and we were all pretty shakey once arriving in J-Town. So we went to Mifune Don and Harbin and I got the usual and Peter chose some ramen and all though I think he mentioned something about trying out some Okonomiyaki next time. :-) I've never tried it from Mifune Don and you somewhat make it yourself so if he tries it I can make a comparision between Mifune Don's and Izumiya's!

So afterward we chillaxed and waited for Asha while raiding Kinokuniya for a short time and watched people at the salon next to it be in business. xD Which lead to an interesting conversation on hair and what Peter does to his awesome badass hair and what I needed to do to mine. Man, come Christmas time I'm getting the WORKS done on my hair. Gah. Because right now my hair looks downright ugly!

So after figuring out the Sophie's Crepes wasn't open. >_>; Gah. We decided to hang out at the Pagoda and by then Asha came! Yay! She got herself some lunch (tonkatsu <3) at Nijiya and we headed to New People after buying some snacks for ourself and chilled at the lounge downstairs while we basically talked more about hair (because Asha is a super comsotologist now) and how Yuko was bad even though I'm gonna get it done anyway. LOL! And Peter fangirled over a shopgirl who quite apparently had Black Peace Now apparel on which lead us to the temptation of upstairs where we totally raid Black Peace Now's inventory. I basically became the personal stylist of awesome model Peter Chen and we picked out some clothes for him to try on while I picked something out as a birthday present from Harbin-which ended up being this GORGEOUS pair of earrings that I've wore a little bit and have got a lot of compliments on. <3 Thank you babe!

We also talked to one of the shop girls and all. ^^ Dude Peter and I are hella qualified for BPN. Fucking school. Fucking Hayward. Fucking distance. Fucking BART fare! The major obstacles holding me back! Damn! Maybe if I get accepted to SF State I can try to get a job in J-Town or something~

Anyway point is. We spazzed and totally want J-Town to be the US' s version of Harajuku, Shibuya, and Akihabara all in one!! So after getting my awesome birthday gift, we raided BTSS or Baby the Stars Shine Bright which lead to us trying on clothes and me falling IN LOVE with this one dress. x_x -nosebleed- I want much but it was 249.00 and it's never ever happening unless by some miracle I'm not poor and win something huge or something. That's like when I saw Black Peace Now Kuroshitsuji line. I was KILLED right then. Gah!

Anyway after that Peter had to leave for work so we said 'bai bai' and went to go change for the Macross Frontier Photoshoot for my photography class plus yeah-I just wanted awesome pictures anyway. SO I had two outfit changes and the first outfits for us was Ranka-chan's red Lolita outfit and the Purple Lion Era outfit for Sheryl. As soon as we stepped out we kind of sort of had attracted not only attention to ourselves but we also had a mini-fanbase. There were two people who were practicing for a con or something but started dancing to Seikan Hikou as soon as they saw us which was amazing and I <3 whomever they were!!

Then I'm not sure what came first but then a group f guys who happened to be Japanese tourist wanted a picture with us. xD It was insanely fun because not only did they naturally know what series we were from but I got to test my Japanese skills out which somewhat shocked them because I think they didn't see it coming. YAY MY JAPANESE IS COMING INTO PLAY WITHOUT ME BEING IN JAPAN!!! <3 Anway gah! I was already overwhelmed by the admiration and the fact that it was my BIRTHDAY and all of this was happening despite having a VERY VERY shitty school week so I kind of wanted to just flop and die from all of the awesomeness but I COULDN'T because then a journalist came to us wanting an interview!

-DEAD- COULD THIS GET ANY BETTER?! I was just kind of....speechless but I ended up managing to speak despite being weak to the knees from all of this day being SO MUCH LOVE! Yes. I'm caps spazzing. That is how epic it was man! So after our awesome celeb. treatment outside at the pagoda, we went inside of Miyako Mall to take some pictures since I had recently noticed that they're remodelling and just doing an amazing job with the place despite that sector being rather dead. So despite the difficulty of being able to take pictures because people kept walking by-we caught the attention of some salon peeps near by and they waved to us estatically. xD Naturally we waved back before taking amazing pictures.

After that we went inside the other mall where even MORE people wanted to take pictures. <3 Rwar~! This was fun. And then we headed over to Kinokuniya where I bought myself a Macross Frontier gashapoin Keitai and that was amusing too because the shop person had to keep from smiling because there was a Sheryl Nome cosplayer hoping to buy herself as a cell phone keychain. -laughs insanely-

Yes. By then. Harbin was exhausted from snapping picture and carrying our bags for each person that wanted a picture. And Asha and I were spazzing out and 029173917398712937192 miles an hour. XDDD

I decided to escape with them before people wanted more pictures to go and take some epic PuriKura at the newest machine at Pika Pika which was once again awesome and those pictures are probably my favorite despite the mistakes. They ALMOST beat the epic Sakura Matsuri 2010 and the 17th birthday piccies. xD But Richard and Chris' epic-ness kind of destoryed me last year as well as the awesome Lelouch poses from Matsuri. -flops-

So after that awesomeness, we went to Izumiya to have dinner which happened to be Okonomiyaki. After that we went into yet another bathroom to change into the awesome SECOND outfits which was Ranka-chan in casual wear and Sheryl in her blue outfit. SO the original place that I wanted to take pictures at was closed. Fucken Galleria. SO we had to rely on Westfield which kind of sucked because they crowd wasn't too escatic because...yeah...this wasn't Japan Town and obviously people didn't know what the fuck we were doing. -_- Some peeps were just plain out rude. -kicks them-

In all the photoshoot was good for that and we quickly changed and got some Starbucks before leaving. SO THAT'S ABOUT ALL. -flops- SO NOW...PICTURE SPAM FROM MY BIRTHDAY UNDER THE CUT!!!

( Birthday/Cosplay/Celeb Encounter Photos Under the Cut! :-P )And it other news, I've totally made use out of one of Asha's awesome birthday presents and this is SPECIFICALLY....for my dear twin, Shinn... :-) We've both been waiting for this ne? xP

Hey big bro...I hear you're kidnapping back Yuuki-chan during Halloween. -grins- Stop being a meanie and come by for real! I know she loves you and all but ICHIRU LOVES YOU TOO DAMMIT! xDD Gah. Don't worry, I have some plans up my sleeve and I'd keep who you love the most pretty close to you unless you want me to kidnap a certain someone again. Okonomiyaki bribes worked pretty well last time. -evil grin- Don't worry I love you anyway no matter what happens. Just don't leave me to deal with crazy power hungry bitches I MEAN...Shizuka ever again. <_< I almost turned straight man! ALMOST!

From your little twin,

Ichiru











And also CONGRATS to Secret Ninja Cat Productions for their first INTRO video... I'm looking forward to Halloween! xP Geass photoshoots and skits are gonna be pretty badass ne?

BoA how you KILL me so.... -dies- I HATE how the fucking digitize her voice but god damn can she dance! >.< -wants to look as pretty- Pfft.. I wish. That can't even be a "want". -amused- Point is she has a new PV out and despite the digitization, I have fallen in love with her new look and her mad dancing skills. -wants that eye make-up and jewels- *_* I really regret not seeing her when she was in SanFran...




I'm off to go write more of 'Masked Emotion' because BoA has inspired greatly tonight. x3

If you haven't seen this on the TeniPuri community or fanfiction.net yet, I decided to debut the rewrite of 'Memory' early. ^^;

Kizuna: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5292333/1/Kizuna

Much love minna~

Sorry for the lack of updates you all, lately I've been pretty busy. Yesterday I even went school shopping. ^_^ I want to show off an outfit or two but I'm saving those for later. I'm wearing my favorite one to New People on the 15th, which is styled Harajuku/Elegant Visual Kei style so...^_^  Kinyoobi Con is Saturday so lately I've been prepping up my cosplay even though this is a small one day convention, I really want to be a rolemodel for younger cosplayers and look my best! Lots of younger cosplayers from middle schools were there last year and there were some high school students and older people as well but I think the majority was younger cosplayers so, whee! I wanna inspire some peeps and have a lot of fun!

Yesterday, Harbin and everyone left the net pretty early last night so I decided it would be a pretty good time to practice make-up for Lelouch since I'm trying to make improvements on him. PLUS I did have a "Cosplay Tag" video but the audio was fucked up so...:-/ I'm gonna have to try to upload it on another computer but I did TAG a couple of special people so I do hope you do a 'cosplay tag' video!

So anyway, before I took off all of the painful make-up. Yes, adhesive is probably the most PAINFUL process that my eyes have ever went through in all of my times doing things cosplay or make-up related, but the fake eyelash on my right eye looks AMAZING in pictures since Geass contacts are ridiculous. lol... But Before I took all of that off, I did take pictures because I don't think any of you have properly seen a full out Lelouch since Matsuri and I've made some drastic improvements on my make-up and posing! I think you can see from some of the pictures!

Hm...Asha has resigned from doing CC, so I will most definately have to find an amazing CC to pose with but for now I have the chibi because it's adorable and it was a freebie from someone at the Artist Alley at Fanime, a very sweet girl gave it too me claiming I was the best one that she had seen all thoughout the con. <3 I was insanely flattered.

Anyway I hope you all can see some improvements. I have comparison pictures and evaluations...fanserice even, under the cut!






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Title: Haru Haru (Day By Day)
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Pairing: Tezuka/Fuji, Tezuka/Ryoma. Ryoma/Momo, and slight hints of others
Rating: PG-13
Status: One-shot (LJ has a word limit so I had to do this fic in two parts...T_T)
Summary: You never knew what you lost until it was gone...

( Part Two )

Title: Haru Haru (Day By Day)
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Pairing: Tezuka/Fuji, Tezuka/Ryoma. Ryoma/Momo, and slight hints of others
Rating: PG-13
Status: One-shot (LJ has a word limit so I had to do this fic in two parts...T_T)
Summary: You never knew what you lost until it was gone...

( Part One )

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
One on the left part of my lip. It's from getting stitches due to a motorbike inccident when I was seven. -_-;


2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Prince of Tennis poster, two Death Note posters, An Cafe picture <3, Haruhi Poster, YuYu Hakusho wall scroll...my awards from all my school years...-_- (they take over a whole fucking wall...ew), Code Geass poster, Geisha pictures, a Shuichi picture Janine drew for me in 8th grade...Con Badges!

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
Supposedly I grind my teeth and sometimes if I sleep comfortably I drool?

4. WHAT KIND OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
J-Pop, J-Rock, K-Pop, K-Rock, VERY VERY OLD POP...

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
10:00 PM. XD

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
For my boyfriend to be happier with me...for my SAT scores to be decent...and for Fanime to fucking come alreayd...

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
My boyfriend...Asha....Bethany and Tandra...

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
Too many...I love a lot of things I own..

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5'0

10. Do you get Claustrophobic?
Depends on air space..lol..

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Yes...

12. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
........like you'd want to know......

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Death

14. WHAT TYPE OF DEODORANT DO YOU USE?
Dove

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
Somewhere not where I live currently...-_-;

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
BOTH! :-D

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Mushrooms and Olives..

18. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO EAT RIGHT NOW?
Okonomiyaki, Udon, and some Mochi for dessert!

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
PURPLE! <3

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
Hell no.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
I love everything I get. <3 From anybody. I rarely get gifts so when I do I really do cherish them!

22. WHAT TYPE OF COLOGNE/PERFUME DO YOU WEAR?
Gucci Rush

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I wish.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Forever 21, Sex Pot RevenGe, TokiDoki, Baby the Stars Shine Bright, Lolita Kisama

25. ANY SPECIAL TALENTS?
Mindfucking?

26. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Anastasia or Kagen no Tsuki...

27. COKE OR PEPSI?
Coke bitches..

28. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
I don't drive but I want an Eclipse or a Scion..

29. PICK ANY LETTER FROM A TO Z:
K

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED
13

31. ANY PETS?
Used to have a cat...but she died recently.. so  a dog, fish, parakeets, and two brothers....

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
"I'm not A bitch, I'm THE bitch."

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
Japan or SanFran...

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
I wish. ;___;

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Depression

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Does going to see An Cafe perform count? XD

37. FIRST JOB?
Teacher's assitant..

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yes...quite recently on my brother's friend's phone...mainly I got my brother's friend to act gay and hit on Thomas...it was funny...we asked him where his 'chickens' were...

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
I would hope so.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Explaing to Yoshiki-kun what "moe" meant....yet he's the Japanese one. XD

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Yes on teeth and gums because I had a form of cancer...

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My eyes...because they're green...-_- that and my determination..

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Yep-the bitches at the orthodontists wouldn't treat them so I took 'em out with plyers...

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Hm...to have fun?

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
Not thinking about that right now.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Little Rascals.

47. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
I don't drink and won't start. :-)

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Japanese and Anime Club...and freshman year..-_-

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Pureology

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Nope.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Ew...>.<

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Mixing my Japanese with my English.

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
I guess at times but not really. Everyone's different I have qualities to beat the person in other ways you know? I find myself to be people's equals.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Maybe. >_> I'm hella hyper you know?

55. DID YOU HAVE A SANDBOX WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
nope...I had a red mud to mess with in the side yard. Hella ghetto ass..

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Dependson what we're talking about..

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I vent...and get violent on occasions.

58. WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS.
Neither

59. ARE YOU USING A DESKTOP OR A LAPTOP?
Laptop!

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Videogames and my Sailor Moon wands..

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
16

62. WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
Maybe.

63. Do you use sarcasm?
Humorous sarcasm. I like being funny.

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Mac n' Cheese

65. WHAT COLOR IS THE CARPET IN YOUR ROOM?
White...

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Senpai....BluAyu...Blu...Bunny

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
Mind reading...seeing the future....

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Currently? FMA Season 2, Prince of Tennis, and K-ON

69. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Confront them, if they still act like bitches beat the FUCK out of them..physically or mentally.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Mint chocolate chip....Strawberrryyyyy...I like Kiwi Gelato too

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
Yep.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
Yesh, I do. X3

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Relax. Take it eaasssssy..!!

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
Japan or close to San Fran with some friends..

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Um...certain people.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Noemi-Secret Desire

78. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Panda Express...'cause I live there...

79. LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED?
Not sure...

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Travel, spend time with friends, listen to music, read, go online...watch anime

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Ellitists...

82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
Summer

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
PayDay...Gobstoppers...Starbursts

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
Yep. I miss her long time. XD

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Strawberry Blonde..

86. EYE COLOR?
Green

87. SHOE SIZE?
Between 5-7...depends on the make..

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
In-And-Out, Panda Express, Rickshaw

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Mifune Don and Benkyoudo

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Ironically enough-no.

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
Nope. Unless you count watching TailSpin with Patrick on an old VHS tape.

92. FAVORITE DAYS OF THE YEAR?
Birthdays of people I care about, Fanime, Sakura Matsuri, Halloween

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
Once upon a time...Clarinet

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
Democrat

95. FAVORITE BAND?
Lolita23Q, The Gazette, An Cafe, SeoTaeJi...too many...

96. LOOK UP, WHAT DO YOU SEE?
Ceiling..

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Food.

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
Hell no. I have to do stuff. I wanna be independant and be a role model. No offense to people who are-but I feel like men control women in that type of relationship you know? It's good for staying with kids though. >_>;

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Eclipse

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Occasionally my boyfriend is a dumbass forgetful but he really is amazing depsite his flaws. :-) We talk our problems out.

I have two more or so to post but I have two of them up already...

If Everyone Ate Ramen There Would be No War






Sakura Matsuri 2009






Uwa...it was so much fun. ;_; -is still very sad that it's over-

Anyway school was horrible today. 1. It was damn nice out and yet I was stuck in doors...T_T  Working non-stop even after school. Meh. I feel like I'm imprisoned. Ugh. 2. My report card came today, and while I got no lecture since it was already given to me a sense of dread filled my stomach. Summer school. Blech. -_- I'm fucking stupid. 3.68 GPA... It's horrible man...  3. Hella arguements with my boyfriend and brothers today over petty shit. Meh.

I slightly dread tomorrow.

It's supposed to rain this weekend. :-( Damn. I feel like I keep getting cheated. It's nice only when I have to work and all but when I have time to enjoy myself it's raining!!!! No fair! >.<

Uwa! It finally came. I was so happy and excited. Now I'm sad that it's over. :-( For me, shit I treated it as importantly as I would treat an anime convention. I took so many pictures and video that it wasn't even funny. However, you all will have to settle for pictures for now. Thank you to all you came with my group. <3

So...I did cosplay as Lelouch from Code Geass-I don't think anybody realized it until later due to me not having the jacket until later but it's all good. I felt slightly weird cosplaying by myself but oh well..-shrugs- It was still insanely fun and all.
The food was soooo good omfg. I've missed out for a couple of months so this was insanely nice because I really love Okonomiyaki..and Udon..and Gyoza and just..*_* It was all just insanely amazing.

Sygorney and Richard were so cute. Uwaaa! They really need to go on a date alone tho. lol.. Poor kiddies-I hope they had fun though!! Damien I think was in heaven and his ramen experience was fucking hilarious, I'm going to even make a separate video FOR that ramen experience because it was so much win and I could not keep a straight face asking him those questions. I'm evil. That's all I have to say. Oh well. I never said I was nice and cuddlely though so...XP
The Sakura were actually in bloom this year. O_O It was so awesome. They fell like snow. It was my first time seeing Sakura in Japan Town and it was awesooomeeee. XD -amused- We sat over the fountain and watched various performances. We saw AnimeMyu and it was AWESOME. XD There were a couple mistakes...poor Pluto..;_; But in the end it was so great. Better than last year's and there was so much more of a turn-up. o_o Supposedly there were more little kids this year which was great because the musical was for them.
Soooo..so I don't spam your f-list...I have pictures under the cut!
( Lelouch under the cut! Rwar! And..Pictures...XD )

My Siamese cat died today. I was extremely upset... I was upset for a couple of days actually... Kitten has been my friend since forever. She's a nineteen year old cat and has been a part of my life even before I was born. She watched over me when I came home from birth and watched over my crib and gave me and my mom company when we were alone.

For a week she had seizures. She was slowly becoming paralyzed in her legs...then her front legs...we had to carry her to her food bowl and eventually she couldn't even eat and we had to feed her milk...

Finally, Friday-March 20th, 2009-5:30 pm... My inhuman sister died. At a part of me was dead inside... I didn't see her cat bed in the corner of the livingroom or the food bowls and I was hoping innerly that they had moved it but that was a far cry...

I'm hoping where ever Kitten is-that she's happy. She deserves it. She was so sweet and loyal to my family.

I hate that her last days were with her being in pain. I'm glad I didn't see her die. I doubt I would have handled it. They were able to close her mouth but not her eyes.

She's burried in the backyard under the Japanese maple tree with her cat bed and wrapped peacefully...

I can't help but feel at loss however...

I'm extremely happy about getting to cosplay today. It made me very happy and I hope to do it again sometime soon. I was also very happy to see Asha. She lives far so it's deinfately a huge effort to come and see eachother! <3 I'll try to become a cooler Lelouch..XD

A worse note however...

When I thought that our Block system was safe from the District...we were lied to....

Six period days instead of four classes per semester...no electives...no clubs...nothing. I have no pride about my school if any of this will be taken away. I won't graduate with my friends because I'll be going to a different school with no pride because I'll have only attended that school for one year and know nobody.

I was really hoping that Senior year would be nice for me...I was wrong. Class of 2010 will not have a good year. We won't have free time. We won't graduate together. We won't even attend the same schools if this goes through... I hear even all of the good teachers are threatening to quit even during times of an economic crisis...

It really isn't fair. We're ranked 47th for the school's in our nation while the higher ups like the district and the governor give themselves raises... If I had to make a speech it would go like this... I'll probably go to the meeting less than two weeks from now....it'll probably be different if not somewhat simular but definately from my heart....


Hello, I'm a Junior attending Mount Eden High School. Tonight I should worry about my homework, probably my honors assignments and what I shall plan for an agenda for Anime Club Friday of this week. I should be worrying about what I'll wear tomorrow and Valentines Day coming up on Saturday-things that normal teenagers should worry about... Instead I'm worrying about not only this, I'm here tonight feeling extremely lied to... While I'm not a member of choir or band, I have friends who dedicate every moment of free time to these programs as much as I dedicate my time to the arts that I participate in and my language and honors classes...and clubs at that matter...

Right now instead of worrying about normal things, I'm worrying about our economic crisis. How I will not have any freedom Senior year, how I probably will not be attending Mount Eden, how my family will want to move across the country for a second time, and how I won't feel at home while I will graduate highschool but be the new girl who never exactly fit in due to having to transfer for a second time in my life and only be there for a year.

I'm originally from Kingsport, Tennessee. While there are many stereotypes of how the south is or isn't-they have one of the strongest academic programs out there and they are funded-but despite that-their band, their choir...everything they have-while funded is not as good as Mount Eden's...

Living here has been an educational experience for me. I have learnt to be so grateful and how many things have been proven to me. What I thought was bad on the outside was actually wonderful on the inside. Look past our gang violence, lack of a heating system, undigestable lunches, and how trailer park-like schools-you'll find beyond that young adults who work hard every day to move on up and make themselves into something. I wish I could bring the rich kids from Tennessee out here and show they how easy they have it and how not to complain.

We are not a statistic. You should not compare us to other schools on the period system. They have money and are funded. Even then-if they are not these kids stay up hours with homework and properly can not compete with other people aiming for Universities. You may have had the period system, but as you see there is an economic crisis and we need the block system to multitask as much as possible.

These advanced placement courses, music programs, arts programs, clubs, honors-they all give us life skills and why most people want to believe that they're children are aiming for ivy league schools and universities, some want to take different routes in different directions-and there is nothing wrong with that and they should have these classes to help them hone those skills. For the AP and Honors course students, they either gain an amazing hobby or it's a stress reliever from hunching over books, memorizing lines, and number crunching.  Plus if you messed up due to yourself or the unqualified teachers that you hired in August...you have the chance to retake that class and have the oppertunity to graduate-unlike what the period system would allow you.

The fine line of difference between highschool and Junior high school is that students get to decide what classes they want to take and what year they want to take them. We, as young adults should be able to make these decsions for ourselves, not the district, and not our parents. It's *our* life and we should decide what we want to do because our parents and the ones who take care of us can't live our lives for us.

Stop comparing us to ESL students, they need to have independent study programs that help them focus on their English learning skills, but this should NOT affect the rest of us who deserve an education just like the rest of us.

Other schools have money for extra class sets of books and lockers. My bag already weighs 30 pounds not counting my purse, my jacket, and the laptop I carry for club activies-with six books it would double the pressure on my back which already is messed up and already needs multiple back sugeries.

Plus if you want numbers, I will give them to you. Obama plans to give the state of California 10 Billion dollars for our schools, I hear our Governor is refusing that money saying they "government" can't bail us out-I have pure faith in Obama and he is a part of our government. Bless him for carrying the whole world on his shoulders right now-I hope that he solves everything for us and recivies nothing but kindness for the rest of his living life. 10 Billion dollars, while I realize is for the whole state, think of how many millions that is. We as people should not accept that our governor refuses this money to take his exclusive movie star vacations while the rest of lack an education and while our parents work only to get laid off and end up homeless on the streets because they can no longer pay for rent...

By the way, I hear that you want Solar Energy and are planning to install panels. We're in debt. I'm very progreen but we can't afford this if we're this much in debt...

If our Block system gets taken away, I will probably have to move again, will not attend Mount Eden, I know my siblings definately won't due to this horrible on and off situation involving the district-and I will be one of the many having to spend money to on a plane trip commute back here just to go to Berkley or Davis from Tennessee...what a waste of money. Not only that but not being able to graduate with MY class of 2010..people I knew since MY freshman year... Think of how many people, not just me, will face this.... If you take away the Block you take away our Pride.

For Christmas, to counter Asha's AWESOME Vampire Knight cosplay-I decided to whip up some Holiday CC! cosplay and some really scary ass Visual Kei that I did. XD Yesh I painted my hair blue!



Despite Lelouch not being home for Christmas she's still trying to have fun.




CC got Lelouch something interesting for Christmas. -evil grin-

VISUAL KEI:



I'm debating between saying I look like Ruki in his earlier days of the Gazette or a really neat looking Sou from Lolita23q!






? Personally? This picture of me SCARES THE SHIT outta me. I look like I'm about to kill a bitch...


ANYWAY, MERRY CHRISTMAS YOU ALL!

http://avexworldaudition.com/2008/en/

It's AVEX... I was told by some people awhile back when SM was holding theirs that I should. I don't know any Korean at all. Japanese is my major...I'm really debating whether I should audition for this or not....

Thoughts anyone?

So I've been wondering what happens to all those pictures that are taken when I go to conventions. I swear at KinYoubiCon I took like...a million pictures? Uwa I was thrill though. Not complaining. But I couldn't find any of them online and I told you guys that eventually I'd show you a better version of my Haruhi Suzumiya cosplay...

Judging by my expressions I'm playing the role a little bit more than when I first started out! o_o Asha looks so cute. I need to find her too!!!




My eyes are closed but I think I was doing the beginning of the Hare Hare Yukai judging from the pose. At Fanime HHY was a SIN..at KinYoubiCon everyone wants me and Asha to do it..lol..



Once again another Hare Hare Yukai pose. Uwa I look demanding in this one!



I was looking away but it's a regular pose. Outside I was posing and giving attention to four or five cameras at once..lol...

It's an inside joke...